Monthly Archive for June, 2007Page 5 of 6

Java and a Blog

We’ve been having trouble getting a signal for cell phones and internet up here in the mountains. I’ve also struggled with the lack of my java. Then, we found a little cafe! I literally heard angels singing - then, I saw a guy at a table (as I was enjoying the sound of ” a triple chocolate coconut latte” rolling off my tongue) USING HIS LAPTOP - WIRELESSLY!!! More angels…

So, although, I have little time and battery, I get to experience two things that make me smile - a jacked-up java and a blog. Does it get any better?

Last night was very inspirational for me - any time I can worship with a bunch of teenagers is a good thing! Their passion and abandon lifts me - It reminds me…”I’ll stand with arms high and heart abandoned - in awe of the One who gave it all - and I’ll stand my soul, Lord, to You surrendered - all I am is Yours…”

Byron’s message about love reminded me again how much God really loves each one of us. I always need to be reminded of this so I can truly love others the way God does. My friends who are going through dark times need to be reminded of this, especially right now - and I pray they will feel the arms of their Father around them in a special way. We all need to feel the breath of God. Last night, we sang a song that speaks this peace to my heart - To my friend who is especially hurting today, this is for you - you are in my prayers…

Matt Redman - You Never Let Go
From the album Passion 06: Everything Glorious

“Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
Your perfect love is casting out fear
And even when I’m caught in the middle of the storms of this life
I won’t turn back
I know You are near

And I will fear no evil
For my God is with me
And if my God is with me
Whom then shall I fear?
Whom then shall I fear?

Chorus:
Oh no, You never let go
Through the calm and through the storm
Oh no, You never let go
In every high and every low
Oh no, You never let go
Lord, You never let go of me

And I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
A glorious light beyond all compare
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
We’ll live to know You here on the earth

Chorus:

Yes, I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
Still I will praise You, still I will praise You”

Even though I can’t be with you physically, know that I’m with you in my heart - keep your head up!

Peace!

Music Moves Me (part two)

Byron spoke at a youth camp last night in an open-air “theater” in the woods. It was beautiful, and it reminded me of my childhood. It reminded me that no matter how urbanized I become, I’m very organic at heart, and being IN nature - in the middle of the woods - centers me in some way. It’s like the ocean for me because I feel so small yet so close to God all at once. Man, now I want to go camping - at the beach - in the mountains - at the same time!

The band “Riverdale” led worship and it was awesome. They closed with a new Charlie Hall song that really moved me. I don’t even know the words yet, but I’m sure I will by the end of the day. One line in it especially resonated for me. It went something like: “I’m down, but I will rise - all life flows from God.” It reminded me where my source lies - where my strength comes from. And my source is bigger than the montains and the seas. These creations, in their grandeur, echo His glory and power. Peace and joy and strength echo across the mountains and the seas, and I too join in their song… Man, nature makes me want to be poetic! But, it’s so true - all life flows from God, and I’m thankful.

Now, I’m gonna go find some coffee - probably from “the Huddle House” - did I sound like I was ready to chuck the whole “city life” thing? We’ll see,… ask me after a week of no Starbucks!

Peace…and strength…and dark roast espresso to you all.

Deliverance!

It always amazes me - how quickly the time goes, and it’s Saturday night again.

I always find myself trying to get my mind focused on all that will take place tomorrow morning, no matter what’s happening on a typical busy Saturday - (today, it was finding an air conditioning repairman who could come and deliver us from - well…, no air conditioning - in June - in Florida.).

So, now that things are cooling-down, I’m trying to get in the zone. It encourages me to know that others are doing the same thing - of course, this includes Byron - and then the pastors, staff, volunteers, and others who are working, praying, and hoping that their friends and family will be touched by God tomorrow.

For Byron and me, and many others- this is our mission, it’s what we work and wait for all week. We aren’t alone, and that’s what I’m going to focus on tonight. I’m also focusing on the ways God has blessed me in my journey: a courageous and loving husband, really cool kids, great family, awesome friends, and a vision that is bigger than all of us. And air conditioning.

As usual, someone else’s words say it better than mine. But in this case, they are God’s words, so it’s all good - this is where I choose to place my focus. I hope it encourages you, too:

Romans 8:18-27 (The Message):

18-21 “That’s why I don’t think there’s any comparison between the present hard times and the coming good times. The created world itself can hardly wait for what’s coming next. Everything in creation is being more or less held back. God reins it in until both creation and all the creatures are ready and can be released at the same moment into the glorious times ahead. Meanwhile, the joyful anticipation deepens.

22-25 All around us we observe a pregnant creation. The difficult times of pain throughout the world are simply birth pangs. But it’s not only around us; it’s within us. The Spirit of God is arousing us within. We’re also feeling the birth pangs. These sterile and barren bodies of ours are yearning for full deliverance. That is why waiting does not diminish us, any more than waiting diminishes a pregnant mother. We are enlarged in the waiting. We, of course, don’t see what is enlarging us. But the longer we wait, the larger we become, and the more joyful our expectancy.

26-28 Meanwhile, the moment we get tired in the waiting, God’s Spirit is right alongside helping us along. If we don’t know how or what to pray, it doesn’t matter. He does our praying in and for us, making prayer out of our wordless sighs, our aching groans. He knows us far better than we know ourselves, knows our pregnant condition, and keeps us present before God. That’s why we can be so sure that every detail in our lives of love for God is worked into something good.”

Our Deliverance is coming! Peace!

Georgia on My Mind

Q: When traveling to London, how do you steal a blonde’s window-seat?
A: Tell her that only the middle row seats are going to London.

We’re traveling to Georgia this week. Byron’s speaking at a youth camp, and while there we hope to see some friends we haven’t seen in years. They have been to us the kind of friends that you can not see for a long time, and yet when you’re back together, you feel like you’ve never been apart.

They walked through some dark days with us many years ago, and we developed a “bond” that is burned deep in my heart. Until that time, we had never had friends as close and as loyal as Dave & Karla were to us. And now, as Byron and I have learned how rare such friendship really is - I feel like we can appreciate them even more.

I wish for everyone to have friends like these even if it’s only for a little while - because it’s really forever.

“I’ll Stand By You” - Carrie Underwood

“Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now.
Don’t be ashamed to cry, let me see you through
Cause I’ve seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you, you don’t know what to do,
Nothing you confess could make me love you less.

I’ll stand by you, I’ll stand by you, won’t let nobody hurt you,
I’ll stand by you.

So, if you’re mad get mad, don’t hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now.
And hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too
But I’m alot like you.
When you’re standing at the crossroads, don’t know which path to choose,
Let me come along, cause even if your wrong.

I’ll stand by you, I’ll stand by you, won’t let nobody hurt you,
I’ll stand by you.
Take me into your darkest hour, and I’ll never desert you.
I’ll stand by you.

And when, when the night falls on you baby, you’re feeling all alone,
You won’t be on your own, I’ll stand by you. I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you, won’t let nobody hurt you. I’ll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour and I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you.”

Peace and love (and twizzlers) to you, Angie and Byron