i didn’t do it.

i didn’t get well overnight.

so now i’m watching random church services on t.v…

oh well, i know many hearts will be changed this morning at c3 - i can pray for that.

okay, this guy is obnoxious…he keeps talking about being “selfless” and being a “servant”, and he’s yelling…maybe he has issues with feeling like he’s not being heard. evidently.

i know these times when i’m grounded can be learning times for me. but, i just feel disconnected…like i’m waiting for everyone to come home and let me know what’s going on out there…

…i will be able to tell them all about most of our local services, where to buy a great pasta strainer, and that i’m convinced the “fluidity” exercise system would change my life.

i need to get where i can at least see out of a window…so i can wait for my songbirds. i sound pretty pitiful, actually. but i really do love them.

yesterday, in between torrential downpours, a cardinal came and flew around and had some seed…he visited just long enough for me to see him - he interrupted the rain and the grayness for me.

it won’t be long now before the house will be full again…and i’ll get to hear all about the morning.

that will be nice - like my cardinal…interrupting the grayness.

peace.