This is my 700th post on this blog which spans 4 years of my life, but as I wrote above, I’m saying “Goodbye” to Blonde Antithesis.

Life is funny, how it moves you from one phase to another.  And to say I “entered a new phase” is putting it mildly.  This is because, after 34 years, my mind has finally allowed me to accept the images I had carried for all those years.  These were images that I didn’t want to accept or see. But, recently I no longer had a choice, my mind wouldn’t bury those memories anymore.

It was then that I realized…or rather, let myself realize that I had been a victim of sexual abuse by a close family member from the ages of 7 to 11.

So, now, instead of lively banter about my day or personal introspection, I am focusing on my journey from being just a victim to becoming a true survivor.  And I’m hoping that my story will somehow help others who have experienced similar trauma.

My new blog can be found at :  the whispers of god

It is my prayer that those who have experienced the worst of mankind can now experience the best.  We may have to listen more closely to hear the Whispers of God, but we are always remembered in them and can find freedom and healing in those Whispers…the Whispers of God.